do you think of me? fanletter

[open fanletter to 10cm, 권정열]

2020.05.15

hi kwon jeong-yeol...hyung?

i really admire you;
in such a way i appreciate that you breathe.

actually ive been really down these days.
im feeling like under the weather, overwhelmed.

it was endless questioning, do i even able to make it?

then there's you.
on the thumbnail of my youtube recommendations,

i was nothing but depressed that night, attracted with your smile, so i watched it.
i'm sure it was 100% lovestruck 💖 the first time i see your stage performance.
you seem enjoying your time, freely expressed your voice and oh your voice is really colorful.
it was almost like flower explosion. 😳💐🎇

despite of the language barrier ( i dont speak and understand korean, at all),
i'm really excited to see more of your singing.
it's just too cute. i'm so excited. it's just like phonecert's lyrics come true.
but really, its just that.

until i decided to google you.

i was, astonished? youve debuted in 2010? and now youre like 37 years old?
10 years is a very long run. and if youtube doesnt recommend me that video, i wouldnt even know that you've ever existed.

and thanks to koreaboo article, i would even know what youve look like before.

it was like, life-changing to me.

ive always thought that people just born that way.
attractive, luck, talented. life just that unfair.

but seeing you and your 10 years long career, and able to see you today just make me realised,
everything youve been through, all your hardwork will pay off!
as long as i keep doing my life, as the most important thing, happy doing it, it doesnt matter at all!

that our effort will found it way.

im so motivated by your efforts.
i learn to appreciate what i have and keep improving myself to focus on what i love to do.
it's motivated me so much that i can't sleep, im too excited.
very excited to improve myself just like your hardworked efforts!
it's just, inspiring. ✨

thankyou for being existed in my lifepath,
you are one the reason im going to continuing my life,
happily, just like you in your live concert 😊

as i'm happy to see your performance,
i really hope i can grow together with your future creations.
along with best prayers, i really pray to you and your loves one healthiness and safety ❤️️


i wish i still have the time to able thanked you in person in the future.
but now with this fanletter, i'm really thankful to able seeing your effort,
be inspired with your life and motivated to continue mine.

thankyou for being born kwon jung-yeol.
soon i will be able smiling as free as happy as yours 😊

yes i can't sleep

and there's still a mosquito

if you can catch it

i think of you!


✨ 권정열형화이팅! ✨