10cm, and my willing to continue life

it's all start from this guy:

i know, it IS 100% love-struck, damn i'm falling in love.
then i realised ive been replaying his video, cute ass himself singing cutely and cute dancing...
for the entire day.

damn. i fell too deep.

THE THING IS, i dont, for sure, able to read, or even understanding korean at all.
but my pure damn stalker soul decide to google him 🔎
wait- let me use my glasses first 😎

okay. 

this band called 10cm (korean: 십센치) was consisted with 2 personel whose actually having 10cm differences height so it called it that way. But now its only this guy left. The band itself established in 2010 and hes struggled for entire year to able receive the public attention in 2018. damn

this cute ass guy name is Kwon Jung-Yeol. okay
born in 1983, march 1st. wait- 37 years old???
married to Kim Yoon-Joo since 2014. im DONE.

so i scrolled more meanwhile my heart just broken, 💔

but wait-

itS THE SAME DUDE?

so i read that koreaboo article all over again.


and somehow some switch on my head just clicked.


this guy, this starting his career in very late 2010, married in 2014, got some scandal in 2016
somehow in 2018, he got his youth back and his career?

so it doesnt matter in the end, then?

you keep worrying how to start good, meanwhile all you need to do is to, actually, start?

you keep worrying where the path lead to, meanwhile all you need to do is to, actually, walk?

you keep worrying about the result, meanwhile all you have to do is to, actually, do it?


you keep worrying, meanwhile all you have to do is just, believing on yourself?


damn
whats up with this pointless tears uta, whats up with burdening your shoulder with worry thoughts.
when the times come, its just come.
it will pay.

so whats with meaningless, endless brooding that youve never able to write?

write it down uta.

 be broken as much as you feel restless, listless,
 then the wound would eventually heal. 🤞
 be happy as much as you receive your first bouquet of flower,
 then you able to appreciate your feeling, and living knowing youre valuable
 you're worth it. 💐

theres no such a thing as wasted time,
see how this guy living and doing? he spent his entire youth, 10 fucking years,
but then, everything just, paid off.

worry not uta!
live your life 🍀✨

the ship has sailed, i'm excited to be your captain! 🚢👮‍♀️✨




PS.
THIS IS WHY YOU SHOULDNT SKIP SELF-CARE.
OUR SKINCARE, THAT DEADASS EXPENSIVE TIRING ROUTINE
WONT 
BETRAY 
US.