どうした？

I swear it was good a minute ago.
Or no?

My mind is fucked up.
Full of shits that I don't even want to think about.

Stuff like,

"Makanya udah gua bilangin."
"What if it doesn't work?"
"大事にされてない。優しさが足りない。"

What I am afraid the most is,
to lose you.
But right before I've realised...
I already fell in love you deeper,
and deeper.

And now.
I am incapable to live without you,
anymore.